Butterfly On The Wall

So tonight i click around and found a film that I did a small role in a million years ago ~ Although i didn't get a scene with him, James Earl Jones was in the film lending credibility.  The 2 male stars were interesting guys and I actually wound up in a precarious position with one and at the edge of a love with the other.  story to be detailed when i am in a prolific mood ~ as for now i am still sleepy from the Comic Con 2011 adventure where i photographed Captain America, Chris Evans, the military, and the Godfather of all colorful characters throughout history, the infamous, Stan Lee. for now i chill and watch King's of Leon on saturday night live with my feet up.

I wanted to go to the farthest reaches of east side of the island to watch the sun come up over the water for the first time , but he just rolled his eyes. I wanted to drive out to the middle of the dessert during a meteor shower so the boys jumped into my car and i wrote a song. I wanted to be a part of a band and sing and dance wildly on stage. I felt like sharing my joy for life with all the world. I thought that i could help make people feel better about themselves. So I did.

Upon watching 'Night at the Roxbury' one more time ~ I remember the scene ~ the lights were dancing with us in the silence of the room as we quietly danced like wild girls in the night.  The music would start us on the same rhythm at the directress' cue ~ when camera rolled we gave our silent energy and loved feeling like a part of something magical.  Glow sticks in champagne glasses floated by on lit trays carried by girls in white wigs and rollerskates. Art departments carefully crafted props and wardrobes bold choices putting me in a fluorescent green mini dress ~ oh ! and the white gogo boots! the white gogo boots that were a size too small to begin with and then became 2 1/2 sizes teenier after a 14 hour day dancing in them. It floors me to think about the hours of hair and make up ... high hair... glittery glam eyes...1/2 hour lips... for weeks.... Only to be a flash across the screen , seen only if you were there to remember the happ...