bucket list thoughts...

I wanted to go to the farthest reaches of east side of the island to watch the sun come up over the water for the first time , but he just rolled his eyes.
I wanted to drive out to the middle of the dessert during a meteor shower so the boys jumped into my car and i wrote a song.
I wanted to be a part of a band and sing and dance wildly on stage.
I felt like sharing my joy for life with all the world.
I thought that i could help make people feel better about themselves.
So I did.

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