intimate conversations with myself
intimate conversations with myself I wake up from another rough night, to my red eye again ~ so scary looking eeek~ what has happened to me? Make up used to be optional. I used to wake up, brush my teeth and be on my way ~ but now the stress is showing all over me and its getting harder to get into a better mood. Why am i not married with my own family or in a career i can count on? they say hard work brings rewards, but that is clearly proved untrue by me. I have been called 'the hardest working most unrewarded actress in all of hollywood' not an honor i honor. actually the weight of that is unbearable ~ The society that i loved so dearly, wanting everyone to have their fair share ~ has bitten me in the ass. no one gives a shit what happens to me. my family cares but they play financial victim in their mercedes benzs and italian shoes, they couldn't possibly understand my situation. How could they ~ i dont quite get it myself. In my attempts to Not sell my...